prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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thursday 23.11.06

right, i met khomala for lunch on thursday. for those of you who know of my history with her wld be wondering what in the blue world i was doing with her so here's a little explanation. you know abt that idiot whom i kept complaning was trying to be me? well, she added khomala (khomi) on her friendster list as well (knowing that khomala was my friend). so when i saw her on khomi's page i sms-ed khomi to ask how she'd had known that rat. khomi called back to tell me that the rat has used my name to get herself added onto my friends list. like - hey, i guess u are sajeetha's friend. i'm know her too. anyway, u look really nice in that pic. wld u like to add me?' yep.

so khomi and i got talking abt retna the rat and the conversation then turned to our personal lives and undoubtedly guna got mentioned in the convo simply becos khomi had once had a HUGE thing for him and she had even considered them dating though i really cannot understand why guna begs to differ. oh well, let's put tt aside. anyway, eversince then khomi tho outwardly had not been a bitch to me still kinda 'spoke' abt me behind my back and of course, we have mutual friends who tell me abt it. i just never let it get to me and simply shrug it off. but i always kept my distance cos you never know when pple might just turn against you. we simply say his and byes tho sometimes she does seem a little over friendly. i guess we both know that there is some sorta unspoken animosity btw us but neither one of us ever wanted to speak up.

until that day, when i said she called to talk abt retna the rat. she started rattling on abt how she was supposed to be pissed with me cos guna chose me over her and how i dun actually need to lose any more weight since i was one of the 'BIG/FAT' people who can carry it off being like that. ok, now was that supposed to be a compliment?! anyway, she said she wanted to end this supposed rumours that pple are spreading and wanted to make things right. so obviously, i, being the nice person said yes but more because i had no plans for that day. haha.

lunch was at 'annalakshmi' and then we went to vivo city. yes, again. that place is becoming overrated these days. anyway, we went to vivocity, walked ard, had fondue at swensens and actually spoke abt stuff. just when i thought i was having fun with her, she had to say one of the unbearable thing to me - eh gal, i am actually kinda surprised that guna and u actually lasted for so long cos i was only giving you guys 5 mths and i bet u'd break up. but guess what? u're doing better than expected.

this was so hurting. i thought we were supposed to make things right btw us, so what was all these abt? argh. i really couldn't wait to go and meet teebs for dinner already. thank god i had plans reserved for the night else i really dunno what i'd do. maybe she meant it in a good way, like she was being brutally honest or something but i guess the blatancy was just too much to handle. oh well, whatever but i'm still gonna be who i am. i'm gonna ignore these crude remarks and extend my friendship since she did after all make an attempt in making things right so i shld give her that much of credit. she is my friend.

anyway, eversince thursday she has been calling me on a regular basis, and we actually have regular conversations that friends have. i hope in time, this friendship become genuine cos i hate to have enemies.

so yea, after lunch and some vivo-outing i headed to town to meet teebs. this meeting, i had been looking forward for so long.

we had like a gazillion things to catch up on and it was great talking to her. so mcuh of our lives have changed and ironically we were both in the same boat now and it was comforting to talk to someone who knew just what i was gg thru cos they had the right things to say. teebs was also like tt. before we knew it, the time was 11 and i had surpassed my curfew so we put our conversation on hold and told ourself that we'll meet again either next week or the week after next. hopefully, that'll work out cos we're both equally as busy as bees! hah.

friday 24.11.06

friday was quite a lazy day. i didn't make any plans and instead went over to anitha's place to just hang out with her. that girl is flying off to india next week so i went over to help her pack her stuff and with some other documents and papers she needed help in. apparently, she's going on a trip to help build orphanage and library for the poor kids in bangalore, india. it's a trip organised by the NIE's indian society (i think) and outsiders were also allowed to join in the trip. i was asked but i highly guessed that dad won't be all too happy abt it and subconciously i knew he was going to say 'no' so why bother asking even.

so friday was spent at her place and back home. well, i need all the rest anyway. too much of going out is tiring me out. hehe.

saturday 25.11.06

i was not supposed to have any plans on saturday but wicky boy called me out to watch a movie at the last movie. nisha and teebs were also coming along so i guess it wld be quite alright. we were supposed to catch 'dhoom 2' but the tickets were sold out and we had no choice but to settle for 'happy feet'. argh! both wicky boy and i really didn't wanna watch it but teebs and nisha were adamant that it's gonna be good so we reluctantly dragged ourselves and settled for 'happy feet'. see, i'm not really a cartoon type of person. i just don't like watching cartoons in theatres but i guess that movie was alright la. the penguins were quite cute actually. after the movie we had dinner at swensens and sorta had a belated birthday treat for wicky boy. i'm actually trying to upload pictures into my blog but the damn thing isn't working so until i get that fixed you'll probably be only seeing entries, entries and more entries.

sunday 26.11.06

i went for 'dhool' recording. for the benefits of my non-indian friends, 'dhool' is a mega indian dance competition held in conjunction with vasantham central, our tamil channel. yes, and since kamini was back in singapore and her brother had extra tickets i decided to go watch the recording for the first quarters with mum, sis, kamini, fabian, kumar and another one of their friends. i'm guessing it's gonna be telecasted on tv on the 17th so those of you who wanna catch the first episode, now you know when.

being there, in the crowd and watching the groups trying so hard to impress both the judges and audience with their creative dance steps, vibrant costumes and well thought theme/concept brought abt alot of memories. i was feeling a little nostalgic even. exactly 3 years i was in the same position as those who were then on stage, all clad in 'self-designed' costumes, trying very hard not to forget the dance steps and plastering a smile on the face just to look appealing on tv. gosh, those were some of the best moments in my life and now, 3 years later here i was as a audience instead of a performer, watching my juniors do their thing.

sometimes, i wish i was still young. wishful thinking on my part, i know. oh well, it's abt time i start embracing the present and live it to the fullest. i'm not there yet but i know i will be. it just takes time.

so that's how i spent sunday.

these are the updates for the 3rd week of november. technically, as i'm typing this entry it's alread the third day of december so i'm actually going to have to have another entry describing my last week of december but i'm going to save that for a rainy day. till then, happy holidays ya'll!

Monday, December 04, 2006
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