prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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i'm really grumpy right now and i contemplated blogging to let off some steam! the boyfriend and i just had this really big argument with him and i am downright pissed to the extent i cld throw a chopper at him! u know what, let's not even go there!

well, i've posted up some pictures as of late. there were more but i'm just too lazy to get them all uploaded. hello's connection can be really screwed up at times.

so, what have i been up to again? hah. my blog has become like some sorta daily planner these days, where i scribble down where i went and what i did. i'm losing the ability to write abt issues which'll provoke ya thoughts or something intellectual of some sort. hmph.

anyway, i last stopped at friday (17.1106) so what was i doing that weekend and the whole of this week?

saturday (18.11.06)

well, on saturday i was at 'snow city' with the boyfriend. we had decided to get down to doing some real fun stuff this holiday and 'snow city' was one of the many things in the agenda. it was both our first time there and it was hilarious, i tell you. i hadn't expected the place to be sooooooo cold, and we actually thought our ears were gonna fall off if we didn't get out of the place soon enough. to think i had literally begged dad to bring me to switzerland for the holidays so that we can celebrate 'white xmas' this year. ooo, i'm so taking back my words! haha but it was still fun despite all that shivering. especially the snow slide; we were the very first pple to slide our way down (trust me, the ride was exhilarating for first timers) and i was screaming my lungs out. guna thought i was being an idiot but i didn't care! i was a nevous wreck. good experience nevertheless. lynette, if u haven't already been there with calvin, i suggest u guys go cos it can be fun! heh.

after that cold experience we went next door, to the science centre to relive those primary sch days. it had been a good 5-6 years since i've even walked past the science centre. i loved it and in that tiny second, i missed being a kid. guna and i took the simulator ride (which was NOT scary at all), went watch a movie at the omnimax theatre, walked over to see the 'deep sea exhibition' and some other scientific exhibits. nice, nice. i like.

so with that, the day sorta came to an end. a saturday well-spent.

sunday (19.11.06)

if u haven't already known, sundays are usually family-days. it's spent with dad, mum and sister and we have our own outings and to-do lists and this sunday was no exception. we went for a drive along changi airport, yakked non-stop in the car, had arguments over which country to visit in december and finally ended up in holland v for dinner. italian restaurant it was and yummy pasta we had! yum, yum! hehe.

i always love family outings. these 3 make up world! dad, mum and sis.

monday (20.11.06)

met kamini for dinner and shopping in far east @7pm but i was really late for i was caught in a jam and only ended up getting there at 7:40pm but she was really nice abt it! thanks babe and i'm really sorry once again.

we walked ard trying to find for shades and shoes but were not able to find once which we liked so kamini decided to settle for dinner and catching up and continue with shopping again the next day. good idea. we headed down to scotts foodcourt and had pasta and pizza from pastamania. took funny looking pictures and as usual, yakked abt stuff non-stop. yes, all my friends are as chatty as me and i thank god for that! i can't stand those bimbotic-act-cute types who nvr open their mouths and even if they do, all they talk abt is men, make-up and who's the fairest of them all. i need brains, intellectual conversations and thank god MY friends have them.

tuesday (21.11.06)

well, tuesday was not quite a fantastic day till later. see, it was my dad's heart scan in gleneagles hospital that morning. there wasn't anything explicitly wrong with his heart but his latest annual blood test results were not favourable and his doctor had recommended a heart scan just to ensure that nothing's wrong with him and that he's free of heart disease. it was advisable since he was already 50.

my dad's a diabetic. the problem with diabetics is that they never have symptoms before that have an attack. it just happens. 90% of the times, it ends up in death and as scary as it sounds the only way to know if ur heart's in good shape is to go for a CT endiogram (i dun really know how it's spelt actually) scan. iodine is injected into your veins is transported to the arteries. the arteries which are clogged with fats will have the iodine stuck there and that's how doctors know which and how many arteries have blockages and what needs to be done. so that's basically what dad went for.

i hate doctors, hospitals and anything to do with medical stuff. i've had a phobia ever since i was 9 and it has never left me. each time i visit the hospital, 98% of the time i wld have fainted either before i step inside it, while i was in the hospital or as i was leaving. so eversince then, i never go to hospitals unless very, very, very impt. it sucks. hospitals just terrify me. but that morning, i decided i had to be there cos it was dad. i just wanted to be there as a pillar of support. we all knew he was nervous abt the whole thing too and what was family if we couldn't be there for him? deepa missed her morning lectures to be with mum and me.

while in the hospital, as dad got changed and pushed inside the CT scan room, tears were streaming down my face. i was terrified. i mean, i knew it was just a scan and the result was what was supposed to be worried abt but just the mere thought of my dad going through a painful process broke my heart into a million pieces. mum was really nice. she hugged me and patted my head and said ' i know he'll be alright and u know it too. u just need to believe it'.
my sister, needless to say was as strong as steel. she was reading 'female' magazine and asking me my opinions on what make-up to buy. i know, it sounds so heartless but that's her. she NEVER reveals her fears and insecurities though inside she's probably feeling 10 times more worried than i was. but that was just her, the bolder one while i'm the one who can't control my emotions. can u believe it? i'm supposed to be the elder sister. but here she was, consoling me. but this was the norm anyway. either way, i wad glad she was with me cos i only, wld not have been able to comfort mum. look at me, i myself am such a chicken!

well, in abt 30 min dad was out and he seemed fine. the nurse told us that he'll know the results in a day or two. the doctor wld be calling him.

well, the doctor did and guess wad?! he's totally fine! even the doctor was amazed at the results. everything abt the heart is healthy and dad was told to maintain those standards. yay! i know only good things happen to nice people and dad's awesome. how can god be so cruel to him eh? haha. biased, i know but hey, it's MY dad!

so anyway, after that i went over to town meet kamini again to continue with our shopping spree. we got a couple of earrings, shoes, tops and even shades! then i was totally excited to bring her over the the 'Balcony Bar' for a drink although we were still full from lunch but the ambience was so beautiful we just didn't have the heart to come back another day. i know she loved it too.. we have mocca and lattes instead of alchoholic drinks (well, i don't drink and kamini is not the types who drinks often so yea).

we took so many pictures, most of which turned out nice. some of them are already posted up in my friendster list. go have a look yea?

i thought i had an awesome time on tuesday despite the sickening headache every now and then. the shopping was fun, the walking all over was also fun and most of all the company was awesome! thanks aussie babe! hah.

p/s; u know what's the nicest part of u kamini? that u've been overseas for the past 5 years but u're ever bit singaporean and tamilian. u never once pretended to be someone u were not. u dun act like some big shot just because u spent most of ur teenage life in some western country, u dun dress up like some posers and wannabes; u're simple and i LOVE u for that, u embrace ur culture (much more than i'd care to say. haha) and u love both your family and friends alike and you do not judge. u look past the superficialities and i think for that, u deserve a big pat on the back. don't you ever change alright?

ok, maybe for some aspects only but so far, you've been great. big, big hugs woman! muah!


wednesday

wednesday was day off from all that outings! i needed to replenish my energy so i decided to stay home and bum in front of the tv and boy did it feel goooood! now, i'mm all hyped up again and am ready for more sun, sand and sea. i actually can't wait for the rock-climbing session with my SIM clique and more kayaking *hint, hint lynette*

and i wanna blog more but i really need to go get dressed to meet wicky boy for a movie @ 5 and the time's already 3! i'm so dead. so i tell u what, i'll come back tonight to continue with the posts? good. bye ya'll! hugs!

Saturday, November 25, 2006
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