prologue
life is for living,
need i say more?
*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r
etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>
*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me
wishlist
red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine
fellows
nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons
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alright, so i'm feeling really sleepy and have absolutely no desire to get started for the next paper. revision, that is. so the first paper was just over, a few hours ago and i must say it went pretty well. not too bad for a start. after hours of trying to finish up just that one miserable chapter of hrd, i decided i might as well just put aside my books, have a good sleep, wake up to a better tomorrow and start revision afresh. that might help. i really am working at a snail's pace and i have no idea what's up with me. i guess i'm still drowning in the deepavali hype! damn the education system, really!
so, after viewing my friendster page for the zillionth time and deleting and reposting pictures, i decided i needed to get a life. thus the reason for blogging! hah, sad life! it's going to be a good month since i last updated, i see. 1st was my last entry, and today is the 25th? well, not much has happened but i shall blog em down anyway. i good way to keep both you and me occupied, don't you think?
So from the first and second week of october was spent finishing up my last days of tuition since most of my kids' exams were coming to an end, revising my for the damned leadership and management exam on the 9th, rushing through the ethics & governance essay which was due on the 13th and scrambling up and down BBDC for my driving revisions to prepare myself (though i frankly doubted that i'll ever be prepared when it comes to driving) for my practical test on the same day as the assignment submission, friday the 13th!
well, tuitions came to a halt, leadership & mgt test ended, assignment was completed successfully and submitted and driving test was a failure! marvellous, isn't it? yes, so i failed my damn traffic police test, vomitted right next to my car before my test (i was a nervous wreck, u shld have seen me), u-turned at the thrid gear, signalled left when i was told to turn right, hit the kerb twice as i was doing the damned parallel parking and got myself 30 points! ok, so maybe that's like 8 points lesser than my sister when she failed her first test and she WAS doing auto afterall while i was fumbling with my gears on a manual car as dad pointed out to me but i really wasn't too convinced by it. i felt like a loser. a sore loser and it didn't help that guna had just passed his test with a remarkable 10 points just 3 weeks before me! i'm competitive trust me, and i absolutely loathe losing! urgh!
a part of me knew i was going to fail it but then again, don't we all wish for miracles sometimes? so when i was told that i really had failed, i forced myself not to cry. it was MY first time after all. i cld do better the next time around now that i've gotten some first hand experience and feel of it all. hopefully, the second test wld be a success or else i swear i'll give up ALL hopes of driving ever again. i'm just a worry wart, i'm scared to do about almost everything and that's my greatest weakness! sigh, i'll console myself by saying -failure is the stepping stone to success sajeetha. u can do it! -
right, after all the madness on the friday i decided to meet vicky and do a little shopping at bugis and little india for deepavali. i still hadn't bought my accesories and thus shopping we did with some weird photo taking session as well. this time with a theme in mind, since it was friday the 13th after all. i'm still contemplating posting them though. check out the blog soon and u might just see it after all!