prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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so much of good things had taken place but so have some really hurtful and upsetting things which didn't allow me to post up the happy entries the way i had intended to. but thankfully, they are all over now. thank you sivanesh and kumaran for making me laugh in the midst of the tears and really helpful advices. I hadn't realised that i had cousins who were great counsellors. thank you hema for always being there as an aunt aggie on msn . it's like u magically appear each time i'm in despair and say the right things at the right times. genius hema, remember? hee! and it's weird how we always go through the same kinda things. yes, this makes me wonder if indeed we were twins in our last lives.

and this goes out the a special lady who touched my heart on that saturday - kamini.

babe, u have nvr seemed to be the emotional sorta person since the time i've known you. i've always known you to be the happy-go-lucky kinda person and even if u were truly upset u wld plaster a smile on your face and walk abt as if it didn't really matter even if it did. naturally, i thought u didn't like to deal with emotions and the only times i saw u actually get really upset was during the times with the 'turban singh'. haha. i'm glad that's all over now cos u truly deserve someone so much better whose worth all your love and it certainly wasn't him. alright, i'm deviating. coming back to the point, i nvr thought i'd come crying to u on saturday but i did. and the fact that i mattered so much for you to give me a call all the way from australia and be on the phone to ask me what's wrong, for giving me a chance to tell u all that i wanted to, for not judging me based on all that i said, for telling me it's ok to cry and providing me with that valuable advices, you don't know how much that means.

and when u told me it hurt u to hear me cry, that made me cry harder. maybe because you never ever say that sorta things. kamini is always a clown, a joker, a cuckoo who takes life as it comes and when such sincere, meaningful words come from you - i swear i was touched beyond belief. thank you dee and i seriously can't wait for you to come back!

and finally lynette - we've gone through rough times and there's still some explaining to do on my part and maybe on your part too but i'm really thankful that the bigger part of it has blown over and we're back to being as normal. if i were u, i'd not have been that big hearted but u were and i thank you. when i say sim rocks, its truly becos of u and of course hongyan but u know it's your nonsense that i can't live w/o. every little thing that happens, i have to tell you. abt that kamini (a diff one)in our lectures, my new bag, new hair, new make-up, new phone, abusive boyfriend stories, indians and their disgusting habits at times, the copy cat retna and of course guna since calvin and him have SO much in common and what not. and only when that's done do i feel relieved! see how much u mean to me? the bus ride to town on saturday was really fulfilling and the sms that very night was worth even more. u know i love you though i claim otherwise. haha. and remember our book we were supposed to write together? "Don't Judge the Skin by it's Colour!" awesome! muacks!

now that we've gotten that out of the way, on a much lighter note; guna passed his driving! yes, at the first attempt and i've never been more proud. he deserves all these and more simply because he earned it the hard way while juggling so many things in between and of course. the financial commitments was no easy feat. oh well, it's all good now. so finally i have a bf who can drive me ard! yipee, can't wait!!

shall post up the pictures!

Monday, September 25, 2006
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