prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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The Real Trouble With Love

is when women do everything and anything for men. Fortunately, not all women are this dumb now but I still do know a few personally, who talk and yakk abt nothing but men, men, men and how deprieved they are if they do not have one by their side. I've got only one word for em. Read my lips; S-H-A-L-L-O-W! Right, I shall not sidetrack. Or you can say, there are not many marriagable women left.

I watched 'Find Me Guilty' a few months back. In the film, the lead actor's wife will visit him in prison after a very, very long time because his mother died. And she loved him, he loved her. Then she blew up. Why did he need the whores? More girls? When she did everything for him, never turned him down even if it made her feel pathetic the very next day?
And he says, he is a man.

I really do understand it now. This is adding on to my distaste for the opposite gender, I tell you. Most men think I am hard up for stability. Security. Looking for a man who can provide. I'm telling you - the only stability you can ever find is in yourself. It's NEVER in another person.
WHY?
Because people change. This guy once asked me if I ever knew him, or do I only know the man I have created out of him. I told him, it didn't matter. You can be one person today and someone else entirely, tomorrow.

I am not a feminist, really. I mean I do believe women are as competent as the males but I do believe that there are gender roles, that are maybe less clearly defined now - but are there still anyway. Whether u like it or not. And I do not fit the bill. I am not willing to suffer for a man (not anymore after all those years). Why should I restrict my life for a man? WHAT is a man? Why does he think of himself so great?
Women are more educated now, they contribute to the household, bear children and on top of that they have to look good while doing it just so their husbands don't fool around. It's sheer nonsense. Why make life difficult as it already is?

Why get married? That's a loserish idea. Haha.

And then there are those women, who throw themselves at married men. I don't get it. Then again, maybe I am born fortunate cos such things nvr happened in my family so I do not understand enough abt it.

I am no longer bothered abt thwarted people.
I am 22 this year. Life begins now. My philosophy's changed; There are only 2 things for me now.
What I want. And how I willl get it.

P/S: I am still very much in a r'ship with Guna and yes, I am happy. This entry does not reflect on anything to do with it yea? Just a random thought that popped up in my head.

Monday, June 05, 2006
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