prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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Loving Senthil is very different if I compared it with loving Guna. No, I'm not in love with him or anything, it's just something I was pondering abt after our conversation last night.

Good or bad I don't know. Different. That's what it'll be. With Senthil, the love has been full of nervous anticipation, endless wishing. The only constancy about the relationship was the jittery nervousness of never knowing when we'd see each other again, whether we'd get caught by my parents and whether we'd find a future we cld share happily.

No matter how much I reason out these logical explanantions, nothings ever gonna come out of it. My parents will nvr approve of my relationship, yet I hope.. keep hoping that some day, they might find it in their hearts to understand my feelings. I still go back to loving Senthil, the very same way I did, 5 years ago.

We are back to where we started but I know tt one day, I'll have let what we share go. And when that day comes, I might just die. Maybe I'll survive. I've got no idea but one thing I know - you never stop missing the person you lose. You just cope with it, work it into your life.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005
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