prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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Hah! The younger devil isn't at home, so I've got all the time in the world to start updating my oh-so-long abandoned blog *evil laughter*

So much has happened over the last few weeks, I don't even know where to start from. Some, I've lost memory of but I'll try my 2 cents worth still..

I'll start from Senthil. We haven't been talking for the past 2 week, 14 days to be exact. Why? Simply because he hid a very important fact from me, which I thought was crucial. I had every right to know and HE wasn't the one who told me abt it. It had to come from a friend of his and that led to a major disappointment which in turn resulted in a nasty verbal exchange, to the extent I decided to contemplate into entering a relationship with Guna just so tp spite him. In case u're wondering, I didn't *Sajeetha breathes a sigh of relief*

Yeah, I'm an impulsive asshole, for those who haven't already figured out. I realise that I react rashly and am almost always hasty, to a fault.

So now, what's the news that set me on fire? Ranjani, the freaking Missy-Elliot-Wannabe from his dance grp actually proposed to him!!! How infuriating?? And he never uttered a word abt it to me, simply because HE thought it wasn't important since he told her NO! Whatever! And well, what happened after that is too painful to pen, but let's just say it was over btw the both of us, then, 12th September, 2005. I made the decision. I need open trust in a relationship, I need open honesty abt everything. Anything less, please don't come looking for me. Really.

So much for Senthil. Let's get on down with the second most overwhelming emotion I had to deal with in the past 7 days. Guna dropped a bombshell - He's enlisting into the army on the 7th of October. His enlistment has been finalised. Great! Now I've lost 2 very important man in my life. God has a way with his things, doesn't he? Stomaching the fact is still quite hard. Now who's gonna calmly listen to my wails at the wee hours of the morning? Who's gonna irritate me, each day without fail? Now who's gonna be my 'already there' date for occasions when I can't find a real date? Coping is seriously gonna be difficult but I'm not left with too much of a choice, am I? The only good outcome of this whole enlistment? The both of us have cut down on our fights, tremendously. Have learnt to cherish the presence of one another much more and it's so funny when Guna has a conversation with me without 'jacking' me even for a second. I try hard not to giggle but I can't help it. I mean, we're used to irritating the shit outta each other and suddenly we're all so nice and courteous, ha, makes me really wanna laugh. I guess, u learn to cherish someone better when u realise that he/she will not be there for long or is gonna be temporarily absent from your life.

Tested and proven - Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Hee!

I've got a new maid. And she's been making life a hell for me but unfortunately, my friends find her cute! How sad is that?? Lynette, u know what? U can have her, really! For free! Really am not in the mood to deal with her now, so I shall save her story up for another day alright? Wait up for it!

Another issue to deal with was my very first assignment results. Major disappointment. It was NOT anywhere near my expectations and for a split second I lost all morale in striving to do better the next time ard because ever since I stepped into SIM, I'd been giving my all in everything I do but what I sowed wasn't at all what I reaped. The feeling sucks! I feel loserish and sometimes, it makes me wonder - am i even cut out for anything?? Sigh...

But looking on the bright side, I've earned 3 very, very nice new friends in SIM. Vala, Kala and Hema. Vala was already a friend I knew during poly days through another mutual friend of ours and both Kala and Hema, came together with the package. Befriend Vala and get 2 friends free. Haha. Vala is instigting me to join the SIM's ICS but I've got no intention of doing so. I've enough of such things, really. I'm glad to be a alumni member of NP-ICS's and that's good enough. Not forgetting my council commitments. I have promised Satheeish (the ICS president) that I will help them out in dire need though, since he's a childhood friend of mine. The price u have to pay for friendships *haha*

So yeah, that's what's been happening the past week in the Queen.of.Divine.Insanity's life. Nothing exciting, really. I shall blog again in awhile abt how Anitha's b'day party went last night but for now, this much of indulgence is enough. Nights gurlies! Muacks!

Sunday, September 25, 2005
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