prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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Blog update starting from 01 August - 07 August

At the rate my life has been moving, I doubt I'll live up to see my own marriage simply because I'll probably die of heart failure by then (double meaning) - the unhealthy lifestyle I lead & all the shit that's been happening in my life because of (at this point in time) my irritating parents and some people I called friends wld contribute to my premature death.

I simply dunno what to say of my life. The Senthil saga seems to be neverending in my household and tt alone is enough to eat me up. And then comes the 'fiance' my parents voluntarily paired me up with! It's driving me up the wall! Just which era are they from or did they skip the process of evolution?? What am I to do if I just CANNOT seem to exude the chemistry we're supposed to share? Force myself into a relationship just so they'll stop creating trouble and blaming everything upon Senthil? Just so they'll shut up? Come on, what do you take me for? Mother Theresa?!

*** Bad! Stressed! Angry! Exasperated! Infuriated! Grumpy! ***

Sigh! Well, looking on the bright side of life.. Went for a jog with Hongyan and Lynn on Monday evening, at NP. Started the jog at 8 and finished at 9:30pm. Considering the long abstinence from my active lifestyle, I did pretty gd a job by finishing at least 5 rounds. Oh well, credit goes to Lynette, definitely!! She spurred me on like no other. Thanks sweetheart *muacks* More to go yea??!

On Tuesday, both Charlotte and I had planned on visiting our primary school. Yes, back to the ever famous Raffles Girls' Primary. Miss Leong, our primary 5 form teacher was still teaching and seeing her brought a smile to our hearts. There, standing right infront of us, was a surviving piece of our childhood. It was as if she had frozen in time for not was there a single wrinkle or sign of aging on her delicate face. Gosh, has it really been 10 years?!

* Meomories, memories, memories*

Wednesday, right after lecture, Guna called to say he failed his IPPT (for NS). Poor boy! He wanted to pig out to drown his sorrows and said he'll catch me in Al -Ameen for lunch. Since I had already made plans to catch up Anitha over lunch tt very same day, it turned out to be a beautiful threesome. Heh. In the later part of the evening, Vicky joined us and we had fun in ICS room. Hehehe, yea Vicky became one of us. How strange! Lol!

Thursday and Friday was spent finishing up assignments and finally Saturday came! Met up with Senthil for a teeny weeny while and those were probably the most most precious seconds in tt entire week. Sigh, I love that man and there's nothing or noone in this world who can stop me from doing so. We might end up together, married, maybe never but for now, the only thing I know is - the feeling which was formed 5 years ago is stronger then ever and for tt short span of life we humans are gonna live, I'm gonna relish in this short lived happiness.

That evening, was 'Sange Muzhangu' a musical/play by the NUS Indian Cultural Society. Indeed, the show was one of excellence and vibrance. A thumbs up to each and every member in the society who played a part in making this huge production a success! Met a whole lot of people there as well. Primary sch friends, sec sch friends, camp mates, mere aquaintances, people I dislike, people I love.. almost everyone! Muru named me 'social butterfly'. Now, is tt good or bad? I can only wonder.. The entire thing ended at 11 plus and dad fetched both my sis and myself back hm and dropped Pradheep off nearby too. That part abt Pradheep was hilarious but I'm not gonna mention it in here. Oh well, so much for a Saturday.

Sunday! Met Suren for a movie. Please don't ask me if it was a date cos I'm not that sure myself. He asked me out on Friday and since I rejected his offer due to some assignments due, I decided to join him on Sunday instead. We caught 'Wedding Crashers' and boy, do I regret watching it with him! It was NC-16 mind you, and certain explicit scenes were simply too embarrasing to watch it someone you hardly know much abt. Oh well, it's over now. That part of the nightmare.
Left Suren ard 5 pm and rushed back hm to get changed and met up with Anitha darling at Cityhall at ard 6:30pm. We were going to watch 'Shakunthala' a musical staged by Nrithalaya (Sch of Indian Classical Dance) at Victoria Theatre. Nisha and Thamarai were part of the main cast and we were there to give them our support. Heh.

Well, that prolly sums up my first week of August. If u're thinking that my life's been pretty good and there really isn't tt much a drama as I've complained abt, think again. The only reason my entries seem pretty happy is cos I've decided to leave out the sad and horrific bits of the true tale for it might upset you, my readers, and that's prolly the last thing I'd want.

Monday, August 15, 2005
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