prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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Yesterday was a day filled with many mixed emotions. Argh.. I have got no idea why when a day is going on so well my parents simply have to butt in to change it into one of nightmare. I'm beginning to hate being here, at home. It doesn't feel like home anymore. Everything is so darn fucking screwed.

Reshma, I am terribly sorry for everything. What they have done was beyond my control and if I had known earlier I wouldn't have allowed it to happen. As I told you the night before, u are free to come down to give him a piece of your mind. I don't fucking care anymore. My life is in a stupour, a fucking mess and there's no such thing as God cos if there was he wouldn't be giving me hell!

Now that we have got THAT outta the way, yesterday was pretty much alright if not for the occasional shit my parents had to make me go through. Charlotte, my primary school bestie was in town. Yea, she is back from Glasgow for her term break and we had decided to meet up for lunch. Met her at Holland V (she lives exactly 1 bus stop away from me btw) and took a bus down to Wheelock Place to have our delayed lunch at Nooch to realise tt Fish & Co n The Simple Life had taken over their place. So we settled for Fish & Co instead. After lunch, we were all ard town shopping and squealing in delight at the littlest of things which fascinated us. By the time it was 8 we had walked from Tanglin Mall to Plaza Singapura and were dead beat. Charlotte's mum was such a sweetheart as she volunteered fetch us from Cityhall after her work. Had dinner at Charlotte's place accompanied by lotsa conversation with Uncle, Aunty and Marc, her bro. I remember the times when we were in her place, desperately trying to meet our project deadlines when Marcus always found ways and means to make something go so wrong and how Charlotte wished for him to disappear. Those times bring back a smile to my face and to think tt brat has grown up to be fine, young man who's abt to complete his A levels in a few mths time. Life... it's a wonder.

Oooo and did I mention Charlotte has 3 big dogs, all of which are so darn adorable. One's called Kip, the other's called Mel and the 3rd one's called Danny. Heh. I was almost deciding to stay over at her place when a call from Reshma spoilt my mood for the rest the day and made me go straight back home. Charlotte's dad dropped me off but not before advising me on how NOT to take up accounting cos he knows best, being a Senior Accountant in one of the big 4s for the past 30 years! Haha, think I'd have done it even without the advice. Anyway, so much for a happy ending!! My life's fucking screwed for now and I m wondering what more I need to prepare myself for.

Sigh...

Friday, July 15, 2005
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