prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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Why didn't I see it coming?
Why did I believe that maybe, just maybe this time you'll be true to our friendship.
You proved to be a malicious liar, a liar who ended up saying a tad too much.
Maybe you should have shut up at the right moments, then you wouldn't have caused so much shit.
You did more damage than help.
Thank you but no thanks.
Why must u get him, the innocent involved when this whole thing was only abt me to start with?
If I'd wanted my parents to know abt his gf, I'd have said so myself.
Now u just screwed the whole thing up and and apparently have to be the one who couldn't shut up.
Seriously, just what the hell are you trying to prove?
Sometimes, it makes me wonder if u did indeed deserve all the shit that's happening to you now.
All these and so much more.
For the lies, for the betrayal, for the hurt you inlfict upon me and a whole lot of others.
Maybe there's a reason why people pick YOU of all the others to bitch abt.
Maybe there's a reason why you're the chosen one behind all that nasty rumours.
Rumours? Now I wonder. So you say. Yeah, I believe you.

Now look here missy.
You think I only know abt what you chose to tell me but think again.
I know so much more, so damn much more.
I only play your game, a game in which u started but got lost along the way.
Hah.
You got trapped in your own game missy.

Once bitten twice shy.
Twice bitten, never try, they say.
Stupid me, paid no heed.
Now I sit, in defeat.
You were foolish, they all said.
And yea, they were all YOUR friends.
Look ard you lady. Look with your eyes.
I feel sorry for you, you ain't have no true friends.

A friend to me you are, you said.
A bunch of bull, I say.

So just get outta my life and outta my way!
We aint friends, no more!

Saturday, July 23, 2005
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