prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

wishlist


red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

fellows


nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

express


 


Foto Decadent

 

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Monday, July 18, 2005

There are 2 types of loneliness that I've come to learn these days. The wonderful, sparkly, soul-refreshing type and the type that I've been feeling these days - the despairing loneliness that sucks the breath from my life.

My parents words mean nothing to me now. They're the same phrases over and over again and they lost, years ago, the capacity for any sting.

I know we think of ourselves as truthful people but the fact is we lie for all sorts of reasons. Not to hurt's someones feelings or for the fear of what the truth might bring abt for example. I guess I'm one of those who lies, simply because the harsh reality of life frightens me. My energy reserves are exhausted. I've got no more strength to carry on. God, bring me with you, won't you? Please...

Admist this pain, betrayal, malicious lies, heartbreak.. I'm glad I still managed to find some happiness in the comfort of my extended family. Yesterday was Nathan bro's 30th birthday. I'm glad I went cos at least I forgot what the future wld bring me in tt space of time. Reality has got to wait a little longer to bite me.. Heh.

I'm gonna post pictures of yesterday instead of my usual writing of what happened and who came, for I believe that a picture paints a 1000 words. Enjoy the pictures while I try and find some inner peace.



Monday, July 18, 2005
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