prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

express

 

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Senthil's reluctant absence from my life isn't taking that much a toll on me as I'd expected and I can only think of one ultimate reason right now - the presence of my wonderful angels in SIM. And who wld they be? Lynette, Hongyan and Jeanette.

Yup. The hugs I receive, the funny jokes they crack to see me crack up on even the slight pat on the back is a big comfort and I cld have never asked for more. What wld I do without these precious ones, I wonder... Don't get me wrong. It's not as if my other friends were not there for me, of course they are! People like Vicky, Gayathri, Guna, my sister, Yanxia, Charlotte, Ju have all been there to lift me up from my sorrows from the beginning till the end and I truly appreciate their acts of affection from the bottom of my heart.. its just tt since I spend 3/4 of the day with the above mentioned bunch and in tt span of time, they do their all to make me lift up my corners for this one, very simple reason - I am their friend.

How many times do u click with people u've barely known for a month? It's not tt easy and these guys make me feel like I've known them for a lifetime... I love you guys, so much! Hugs!!

With tt out, school's starting to stress me up but only a teeny, weeny bit. I haven't exactly started to feel the real adrenaline rush from all the assignments I'd have to submit, maybe I will when the deadline approaches. One thing I've learnt in SIM is that you've gotta READ alot if you wanna pass, and I mean pass not even a distinction. Just a simple pass. And when I say READ, I meant READ WIDELY, READ EXTENSIVELY! I shall let you in on a secret - 4 textbooks/research books are not enough to get u a distinction. Yep, that's what Peter Burrows, my MOR lecturer claimed during our very first lecture and I guess I'm starting to see his point. Whoever said being a student was easy? Show him to me and I'll shoot him dead!

*stress, stress, stress, stress, stress, stress*

But I'm surviving through it all *sajeetha sings I'm a survivor by Destiny's Child* Heh.
And taking alot, alot of pictures helps me relief my stress. Cool eh? Oh and did I mention? Kamini's presence in sch is disturbing alot. Each time I see her face, even merely her reflection I start feeling nostalgic. Those memories start haunting me and I lose my sanity for that split second. If someone shot me at that point, I wouldn't feel it. Too numb. My nerve endings have quit functioning but my mind was as sharp though. How facetious. If only that part of me would shut down. Then I wouldn't be aware of her existence and I woulnd't feel the way I do.

*why? why? why? why? why?*

Thursday, July 28, 2005
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