prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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Her betrayal is magnificent, astounding, incomprehensible. It's HER actions I can't understand. I've always assumed she was the one person I'd have my whole life, not, perhaps my mother or my future husband. She's a woman. She knows the rules. I'm not interested in an excuse, nothing can put it right, for anything she says will be overwhelming by the violence of the loyalty ruptured and my howling pummelled heart.

Maybe the definition of a best friend was not accurately put across to her.

Sigh.. for those of you, my avid readers - Yes, I'm gg through quite a bit in my life right now and I've only got this blog to vent my anger, frustrations and wad not. My previous entry and the one right now, deals with 2 very seperate issues so don't make any assumptions that one has got anything to do with another. They don't. Both are loved ones tho, one's a best friend and the other boyfriend. How sad eh?

The weekend is bogging me down. I think the absence of the trio in sch on Friday is doing me damage. I can't wait to get my daily dosage of such madness on Monday.

Admist all the going ons, I had my first council meeting last noon. We got to know all the new council members and had an ice-breaking session which lasted for almost 3 hrs or so. My editorial team, fortunately, is the most 'happening' team and I can only thank god for that. The other 2 teams which make up the council are the Student Relations and Events Dept. My Deputy Head of Edit, Jane is W-O-W! Tho the rest of the main comm seem a bit intimidating and tend to present themselves as symbols of status, they're nevertheless a fun bunch of people, who manage their priorities very well and also try to have the most fun they can ever have!

I'm proud to be a part of them and the thing which surprised me was - I made up 100% of the Indian population in the entire council, which meant I was the ONLY Indian there. To me, that was a good thing. Don't even ask me why.

Back to the editorial team, there were abt 11 new members who joined in and as a matter-of-fact, almost all if us were similar in one way or another and it really didn't take much persuading or prompting for us to break the ice and form aquaintaceships which will in time bloom to become lasting friendships * I hope so* Then just as we were gg to the canteen to have lunch, a girl by the name of Joanne, also from Editorial came up to me and said:

Joanne: " Hey, you're a writer right? As in, you've a passion for writing?"
Me : " Yea, I love to write. I don't think I'm tt great a writer or something but I love what
I can do with words"
Joanne: " I knew it. You look like a writer. When I entered the room and saw you, I just knew
you'd be Editorial as a writer"
Me : Really??? Thank u so much, u made my day. Haha"

I swear she said tt and it was the most flattering compliment I've ever heard myself in mths. And the sincerity she added in her sentence, simply made a not-so-great day become fabulous, even if it was for a teeny, weeny while. And as u wld have already guessed, we clicked immediately. Hehe.

Editorial isn't only abt writing for the school mag. It's way more than that. You design the mag cover, the layout, write the articles, have proof-readers who overlook the entire issue, interview people, source out for sponsorships and a whole lot more.. tho we'd be asked to specialise in a particular area, Jane did promise we'd be allowed to dirty our hands in all the other aspects as well. I seriously can't wait for the official commencement of council and of course, the bash on August 16th at 'Gotham Penthouse'! Err, it's a club and I reckon my dad's gonna allow me to go for it but I'll try my luck anyway. So many activities to look out for this week:

1) Visit to primary school - 2 August
2) Council Initiation Day in Sentosa (Recruitment Camp) - 6/7 August
3) Shakunthala, play held in Victoria Theatre - 7 August
4) Dinner with Thana - anytime of the week
5) Dinner with Sujatha whose back from Manchester
6) Dinner with Chandru whose back from Adelaide
7) Dinner with Nadia whose back from Aussie
8) Dinner with Puja whose back from London
9) Charlotte's 21st B'day Party - 14 August
10) Council Bash - 16 August
11) Sivaram's 21st B'day Party - 17 August

Boy am I screwed! Admist all these, I've got abt 3 assignments due next mth! Talk abt living life to the fullest! Heh!

Saturday, July 30, 2005
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