prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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- A day filled with happiness and somewhat a tinge of sadness.. -

Finally, I'm a diploma graduate. Today I had my graduation ceremony and the emotions that were stirred within me are way beyond description. A part of me was euphoric for my hardwork had finally paid off and the sense of achievement I'd felt did me good. However, another part of me felt so hollow and empty and somewhat sad and lonely. Now I'll belong to a whole new environment with new people and new everything. Yet another attempt at trying to fit in, all over again..

Like what the guest-of-honour who graced the ceremony said today, our lives are precisely like a book. You are the author and how you choose to complete your book is in your hands and only your hands. Today marks the completion of yet another chapter and whether my life story turns out to be a best-seller, as I'd mentioned earlier, is entirely up to me.

Sounds scary eh? Yea, tell me abt it. Suddenly I feel lost and at this point in time I think I can relate to Britney's 'I'm not a girl, not yet a woman' single. I feel so in between. I don't believe in myself enough to trust tt indeed I can make good life-long decisions yet at the same time, I think I'm old enough to know just what I'm doing. Am I making any sense in here? Sigh..
I guess I haven't gained definition yet, haven't hardened into adulthood. I still stamp through puddles and sing off key too much, as if tucked inside me is a little girl who refuses to die..

So much for reflecting upon yet another completed stage in the journey of my life. Hah. Shall not turn this happy occassion into one of brooding. Shall post some pics of myself and a few friends which I managed to capture for you to take a look.

And to all my fellow graduands - 'Congratulations!'

Thursday, July 14, 2005
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