prologue

Name: Sajeetha
life is for living, need i say more?

*loves:
the family, him, them; my friends
anything arty farty, the literary arts, theatre
dolphins
travelling, always unfolding something new
dining in places with ambience to kill for (it's a hobby.hah)
r etail therapy
all things indian
enlightening conversations
candles
angels, fairie,pixies, gnomes, smurfs(br>

*loathes:
the one who stabs u in ur back
death of dear ones
all that flies or has wings
the complications of all types of relationships
not knowing
those who try so hard to be me

red/purple crumpler bag
new urban male jersey
new birks
that oh-so-gorgeous watch from esprit
that beautiful converse bag
a white i-pod nano
that new dgital camera which screams buy-me!
the bikini from billabong
a new pair of funky spectacles
truckloads of best-selling novels
a whole new art materials collection
a new wallet that fits the enormous card collection of mine

nady,the sweetie pie
vicky, the blur sotong
charlotte,the doctor in the making
sivanes, the smart-ass cuzzin
LV, the gorgeous pearly
sarah, the clubbing chica
sujatha, the indian actress look alike
nadia ameera, the lost pri sch mate who was found
lynette, the sports fanatic
hemma, the evil twin
vanessa, popular for all the wrong reasons

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Apparently my desire and the need to be blogging has dropped several notches eversince the day I changed my blogsite. I dun feel the same sense of familiarity in this new page and tt kinda makes me distance myself away from my very own blog. Yea, I'm a weird child. What can I say, manufacturing malfunction or defect as they call it. I'm a very particular person, I tend to stick with ONE thing all my life and I don't really take changes in too well. Maybe that explains why I still can't get over my boyfriend of 5 years even after months of break up. See, no matter how different I start my entry I always end up coming back to the same, old point. Damn!

Anyway, last Thursday (28.06.05), while I was back from my driving prac, I bumped into a friend of Senthil's and talking to him was prolly the worst mistake I'd made for the day. He said some stuff which I didn't really need to know which made me create a big fight with Senthil. Obviously, he denied all accusations and got pretty mad at me for jumping to wild conclusions abt him based on unreasonable grounds. I said some pretty nasty things to and vowed never to speak to him, ever again. Auma is starting to become an object of desire to me these days. Desire to KILL!

Felt crappy the whole damn morning until Yanxia text me to call her. And when I did, I realised tt she was nursing a broken heart as well and the both of us decided to get our asses outta the hse instead of sitting at each corner of the country, wallowing in self-pity. Met her at Jurong Entertainment Centre ard 4pm and she suggested we go to K-Box, for a singing session. Yea, ultimately our goal was to sing our sorrows out. And I gotta admit, it did work, at least for awhile until I got a rude shock outta my life when Senthil stood at the entrance of our little cubicle after hrs of being there. My 'good natured' friend, Miss Chen Yanxia, tried playing cupid or shld I say, peacemaker and had secretly messaged Senthil abt my whereabouts and created an opportunity for him to explain things to me.

As reluctant as I was to hear his explanations, deep down inside of me, I WAS hoping I'd be proven wrong and tt my accusations wld all be false. Well, Senthil did manage to talk me out of the situation and even made a few calls to prove his innocence so I was left with no other choice than to believe him. My heart said I should too. Xia made sense when she said tt he had no reason to lie and tt if I really didn't mean anything to him, he wouldnt have bothered to make his way down to me, paid 15 bucks just for the 10 min he was going to be there and make things right btw the both of us. Ok, I surrender!

So that part of the day turned out fine after all and I've got only Yanxia to thank. I wish I cld have made things right btw Cornelius and her as well. Sweetheart, I hope u guys talk it out and decided to start things afresh and anytime u need me, u know I'm just a phonecall away. Hugs!

We ended our singing session at 9 and got ourselves dinner from the hawker centre nearby. By then, Senthil had already left for a game of soccer with his friends. Gosh, after 5 hrs of singing, my throat felt sore and I literally sounded like a toad for a good 4 hrs after that. While having dinner, there was a group of 3 Indian girls who shot looks at me from across which made me believe for that split second tt I had probably offended them in my previous life. Then, this skinny, dark one walked towards me and simply asked ' Are u Senthil's gf?' and I was like "Errr, ehm, ya" and she replied, 'I thought so. Thanks' and walked away even before I could recover from the surprise and ask her back a few questions myself. Xia was pretty taken aback as well and we were both left wondering just who this woman was who knew me well enough to identify me as someone's gf. I mean I am no longer his gf but it didn't seem important to explain myself to this stranger at that point of time

Oh well, it's either HE's popular or I am. Haha! I was dead tired by the time it was 11 and decided I better head back before the HQ calls. That's my house btw. Heh. So yea, there it was. A short story on how a screwed up day turned out fine after all. So Xia, the next time we're both having a heartbreak, we know just what we need. A large dose of S-I-N-G-I-N-G!! *laughs out loud*

Monday, July 04, 2005
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